October is revealing

The past few weeks have been so strange/ eye opening. One was spent frantically hurrying to make up work I had not done but was supposed to have had done, and the other was a mix of feeling exhausted and sick or exercising.

 I had my first track meet, and that was so interesting. For some reason, I felt like I belonged. And I haven't felt that way in a long time, despite how it sometimes appears. It's been a sign that life will go on, even if it is rough at the time. I can go on, and I will be ok. That is what I have learned from this past month.